edit: JUNE (2021)
hey there,
We are reopening!! What exactly are we reopening? Our souls. Leaving the cocoon of anxious - cozy - sexy - crazy sitting at home wrapped in wifi and robes to reconnect with every living thing on earth. Dressing up and going to dance. I feel a delicious summer dawning. Perhaps we should speak about how we do miss music shows when “Hot Chip will break your legs.” But save it for the next time - let’s circle back to the openness and take it apart. What does it mean for your life and your wardrobe? How do you live openly, soak in it instead of sousing in yourself & routines? As always - in five increments that bleed into each other >
what is openness? and why is it interesting?
in my opinion, it’s just being who you really are and living fully with the world lovingly forcing yourself outwards. I will try not to drift into esoteric. But if I do, just think of it as an exercise of building a brave new world that we promised ourselves when the pandemic ends.
> KOMANEKO. Ask questions. For the sake of asking questions. Ask questions with your mouth, ask questions with your eyes, ask questions with your hands, ask questions with your heart, keep asking until you fall on the floor. Satiate your curiosity and don’t believe in this slogan about curious cats. Komaneko cat is pretty happy being inquisitive. These are my today's questioning minutes > “Can I buy those NBA Top Shot NFTs with my credit card or do I need to obtain digital currency? Austrians grew a tiny human heart in a lab, how relevant is that? Is this rose fragrant or just pretentiously pretty? Do I wear these oversize shorts with a hand-embroidered top, which is very tight and showing my cleavage? Hm, I don’t think I can do it - too much of the cleavage. But I still do because I am curious how I will feel and look + behave outside my usual safety-net looks. What’s the future of Belarus? How long will this dictatorship stand? Can concoction (jam from basil and gooseberries) found last Sunday at the Farmers Market be used for my morning toast or more as a base for an aperitif? Do I need seven more books on feminine archetypes or should I first read all I have? What happens if I argue with the customs and border protection office who has intercepted my migraine meds sent from Europe? (extremely good ones!! This one is TBC).”
Being this way, I am not only feeding self but also testing my limits and the patience of people around me. Sometimes they place me back in the square they assigned for me. But I mostly get away. Staying in those biased squares (aka behaving like a grown-up) is a waste of time. And I don’t have a lot of time to waste. Or let’s say, I want to waste it in my own way. So, while I am making a pendant from my favorite emoji (because why not?) - what questions are you asking right now?! Although you might feel like a cat thrown out of the tree exploring birds - keep asking. By the way, scientists say that we don’t notice things we don’t have words for, so the more words - concepts - tools we learn, the more new definitions and ideas we come up with, and the more we will see, comprehend and experience. “Consciousness is a big suitcase,” said Marvin Minsky. He meant that consciousness is a simplistic view of very complex processes that are thrown in one because we got stuck thinking in reductionist “unexplainable” terms. But I would draw a metaphor (simplifying his genius reasoning 😊) - we keep collecting information all our life.
> LONG TERM THINKING, or where is my serotonin bath?! Over espresso martinis with a friend we were brainstorming ideas to work on after the sky stops falling and the world gets back to self. One of them was my dream dress that changed color. You can pick a shade on your phone and it becomes what you want it to be at the moment. One good silhouette that would show your legs just the way you like, your neck, just the way it pleases you, that absorbs the heat in the summer and gives a cashmere-like coziness when cold - same dress in various changing textures. “Why is this a shocking idea?”, I asked. Then I wouldn’t need piles and piles of the same in different fabrics. Only one: with the surface of weaved-in transistors or something similar to an extracellular matrix soaked in a cocktail of neurotransmitters.
And think about the pieces already quietly disrupting the field. Jewelry that measures your vitals. Wearable devices that transform the human body into a biological battery by tapping into our natural heat (creates 1 volt for each square centimeter of skin). The interesting thing about that battery is that it’s made from stretchy material called polyimine that is resilient as a biological tissue and ”if your device tears, you pinch together the broken ends and they seal back in minutes.” Or tactile textiles that can sense movement via touch (of the wearer). “These machine-knitted fabrics are soft, stretchable, breathable, can be mass-produced and are planned for athletic training, rehabilitation and long-term - for training robots using data from the wearables. Couple weeks ago MIT researchers announced the first fiber with digital capabilities: to store and process data, adding a new information / content dimension to materials and allowing it to be programmed literally. When dreaming up crazy ideas for this project, scientists “thought about applications like a wedding gown that would store digital wedding music within the weave, or even writing the story of the fiber’s creation into its components.” I guess, my dress got here while I was writing this text.
Recently Giorgio Armani made a statement that fashion can’t survive in exclusively virtual form. True, but really?! Not everyone thinks so. RTFKT (pronounced “artifact”) recently sold a digital jacket for $125,000, and also raised $8 million from Andreessen Horowitz (among others) to develop their NFT’s marketplace. Havaianas made headlines releasing special edition digital flip flops with Brazilian artist Adhemas Batista and the collaboration with Fortnite (perfect timing, perfect marketing, bravo). After successful “natively digital” Sotheby’s auction at beginning go June, you can now buy the original 9,555 lines of source code from World Wide Web. The code was written by the British computer scientist Sir Tim Berners-Lee in 1990 and 1991, and will be tied to an NFT. Even if blockchain analytics at Covalent say that “fewer than 2000 buyers accounted for 80% of total purchase volume on Variable, the second-largest NFT exchange […], and even celebrity works are sometimes struggling to sell - only one from 3 Kate Moss’s virtual postcards was purchased, while others remain unbid on (May 10, 2021, Vogue)” - I still think this phenomena will last. Similar to the online dog food stores, it all crashed in the nineties but came back full force as the internet gained a foothold. We just need a couple more of young gamers or miners burning with a need for new flip flops for their avatars, and look, later they will be digging into “digital antiques“ (not my term!).
I understand art pieces but honestly - I am not a fan of digital clothing - internet pollution, someone’s hours coding, storing all this online in arctic servers, and what’s the point of it, anyway?! Fashion appropriates NFTs to create limited editions as a way to make exclusivity even more exclusive. Do you need digital Gucci sneakers?! (🙄). When we all move into another reality, I might want a virtual facelift for my 168 years old virtual self but not right now. Actually, more likely I will get a real vertical facelift in next 5-10 years rather than digital sneakers.
Love this weird but warm interview with Hermès menswear designer Véronique Nichanian when a journalist asks her how she understands the word luxury > “my work is doing beautiful clothes […], for me, that doesn’t mean anything. The price determines nothing. It’s working with your hands, it’s attention, it’s a beautiful material. It takes time, you can repair it. Maybe it’s costly at the end, but it’s not the point. And in the end, if it’s luxury, I don’t know. And I don’t care.” The fact that after the lockdown was lifted in China (April last year) Hermès reportedly pulled in $2.7 million in a single day at one of its flagships is pretty significant. Aside from craftsmanship, I think the main idea here is passion - Véronique’s passion for her work, brand’s passion for creativity, and customer’s passion for authenticity. People are following their desires: some live and sleep online, some are obsessed with the best NBA moments (funny that guys are crazy about those sports moments and - women are crazy about real shoes, but not Kate Moss digital artwork), some want the best leather from Paris craftsmanship house (talking leather - Cartier is releasing its first watch with a vegan leather strap), some crave for witty drawings on their scarves, some just want the hype to brag about. We all have our own thing. It’s nice when you can see beyond it. AND what about collecting animated moments of your dead relatives? If that’s something that makes you curious, check out deep nostalgia memes on MyHeritage. I tried to animate my grandmother but it was creepy, pretty primitive and they ask you to subscribe to see her dance. I think I will skip this, too, at least for now.
In my humble opinion, everything that doesn’t make you a better person and doesn’t serve your freedom is a waste of time. Wasting time is unsustainable. And solutions to resolve it could be something I am looking forward to as tomorrow’s products. I am not talking about the Blinkist, at one point the most exciting Berlin app, but more about something that truly gives you more time to live the life you want. More time for yourself, for your family, friends, maybe for doing nothing and wondering to create new interdisciplinary things: jet fuel from plastics, grown fabrics that alternate color, alive materials that change electrical potential to accomplish different goals. Or maybe an hour here and there to talk to your dead extended family or to feed your digital racing horse that you occasionally will use as your meeting background (sorry, I had to mention this!).
> PROVENANCE. Sustainable, green, organic. And obsolescent. Unbreakable. Better for the world and better for you?! I try not to throw anything away. That means, I think before I buy. I think when I want to get rid of something. AND I think, I became this funny friend that always has something you might need (obviously because I don’t. Flat iron curlers, anyone?!). Less / better / lasts longer / feels nicer. More pleasure, more function, do I need it at all? Why do I need it? Is it done by unhappy people or chained to the radiator kids? Does it have pesticides in it? I was surprised that honey collected in the United States (even labeled organic, bio, etc.) has plenty of it - I don’t think I am buying made in USA honey anytime soon.
My first jewelry (2004) was made from old pieces, flea market finds, and some hideous scrap that I would assemble in artsy compositions. Turning into casting, I was planning to make “something more scalable” compared to one-of-the-kind pieces. But, you can’t make very personal artistic pieces and do a huge production of them. It doesn’t work that way. You have to choose your path. And I want it to be personal. Effective but personal, with a touch of my no filter personality (a label I recently got). You have to use what you got, right?!
The newest Lucinda Chambers and ex-Marni creative Molly Molloy venture Colville is all about transparency, openness, and all the other qualities that I think the future of fashion should have. Not only they do what they want by being their target group themselves: “we don’t think in these marketing terms”, but also their fashion is so midcentury Californian, which translates into this daydreaming and joy when growing older is just another realm of fun. And glamorous, and satisfying > when you wear chic garments made by a distant Columbian or Moroccan community, and your purchase has just made the whole village survive for 6 months.
> RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW. Being in this moment. Or plunging into timelessness. In my opinion, those two are the same. Cutting through your unhappiness, your anxieties, your weird obsessions, your failures, and your fears. Open minded. Traveling in time and space, while sitting and typing these words in my bed. No time at all, time disappears, is suspended, only this moment. And you give 100% of yourself to the world. To the fullest. Openness as happiness here and now.
At one point in my life, after all kinds of emotional distresses, I noticed that my mind started to block thoughts when I would like to go to the past or would get anxious about the future. My explanation was that I am just getting old or experiencing some weird memory problems related to stress. Or I have some kind of emotional trauma that I don't want to immerse myself into again. But I assume, I just learned to live in the moment, as that poor Pavlov’s dog, salivating for happiness right here right now.
“Take responsibility for the energy you bring to the world,” says Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor. She was a brain scientist working on schizophrenia (her brother was born with it) until she got a stroke in the morning of 1996. It took her 8 years to recover and she completely switched her life because of it. In her TED talk (must watch it! very funny and also makes you cry) Bolte Taylor wholeheartedly recounts those 4 hours when she was fascinated observing her stroke from inside, became her own subject until she realized that what’s happening is serious and led her to lose her left brain function. As a result, she got an enlightening insight - on living in the left side of her brain (“a scientist climbing Harvard ladder”) or right side of her brain (“expansive love and peace energy that connects you to the world”). Your right brain hemisphere functions as a parallel processor, and your left brain side functions as a serial processor, and each of our cerebral hemispheres has its own emotions - and once you know your two brains you can choose your response to triggers, you can choose your energies, and overall, the music of your life. Her enthusiasm about that right brain euphoria, full of love, openness, and peace is so contagious. That naive idea that our planet could be more peaceful and happy if we consciously pick what kind of vibrations we want to emit to the world. Right here, right now. When we lose track of time, the future and past disappear, when we don’t care about goals, about who we are, how we look, just about the energy we receive and radiate by choosing to step to our right side of the brain.
According to Jill, it takes 90 seconds for our emotions to get completely dissolved. From the moment when it originated in your brain rippling through your body, to dissipation. Unless you choose to keep it alive ruminating on it - we usually attach a story to those emotions and keep looping it in our systems. When a feeling arises and you fully feel it, breathe through it, you can watch it go away after the chemicals flush the body. And then come back to here and now to enjoy your nirvana.
> I GOT MY JUMP ROPE - to be able to wear heels again. The other day, while organizing my closet, I pulled out the incredibly beautiful Vanessa Bruno 4” shoes. Purchased 10 years ago - I only wore them once. They are so cool. I tried them on. Can’t walk in them. OK, I can, but I look ridiculous - a bit like the lead vocal from a flying circus. But also, I do WANT to wear them!! Hopefully, more than once in the next decade before they disintegrate in a shoebox (talk about obsolescence). Jumping up and down in my sweatpants daydreaming about the heels led me to the final part of the openness: you have to move to live a happier, less constricted life. Immersing yourself in positive chemical signals and physical exercise is one of the ways to achieve it. “Getting out of breath” factor is crucial for your healthy vagus (wandering in Latin) nerve that is a very clever regulating, monitoring and sensing system of our body.
Original roaring twenties were a mix of economic boom, societal changes, women's voting rights, and liberation of the body. Women lived it by dancing jazz, working in a factory, driving, becoming a typist or maybe pioneering aviator. Fashion served all these aspects - it diligently borrowed sportswear for daywear, removed restrictions in garments, shortened hair (less time to upkeep). Boyish “la garçonne” represented by Gabrielle Chanel and fancy “robe de style” designed by Jeanne Lanvin led the way together with Jean Patou tennis adaptations and Schiaparelli fantasies. What are we going to do?! What’s “The New Girl” of the 2020 post-pandemic decade? Prada from Raf Simon? Alaïa from Pieter Mulier? (can’t wait for it!! debut on July 4th). Minidresses? A new variation of the ’90s? And most likely sweatpants, too. Suzie Kondi came up with pretty good ones > “I made the tracksuit so I could go to school (to drop off her kids), then go to the office and then meet somebody for lunch and then go to dinner — all without having to get changed.” Jemima Kirke is her best advocate: “not all sweatpants are created equal […] these will get you laid.” And since Kirke has 19 pairs, she probably knows what she is talking about. So, we want to be able to dance, run, hang upside down and do other things. Konfect adds - swimming in cold Zurich lake during your lunch break is not only healthy but also super chic (and then you go for the drink afterward - or as my local girlfriends do - start with one and then plunge). If you want to listen to someone, listen to the sister magazine of Monocle.
To conclude > question, experiment, smile, and trust the universe to take care of you. Kundalini yoga might reduce grey hair, Reichist therapy might release stuck emotions from your muscles (pretty fun! - tried), some people drink up to 150 supplements a day, some get teenagers blood infusions (yes, in Silicon Valley), I assume, just live fully, immortality is years away but you can still make your life pretty decent regardless. By being curious, open, and loving. Being here and now. By “getting out of breath” (lots of ways to do it🤪). OK, and getting cool sweatpants, too. The world is nothing but change. Our life is only perception.
— 5 questions > please answer candidly —
> Do you process your emotions when they arise or suppress them into your bulletproof storage to explode later when you expect the least?
> What are you wearing right now? Does it communicate your current state of being?
> How often do you put music on and dance in your kitchen? While washing dishes?
> Which piece of jewelry summarizes your 2021? Or maybe you have one for each month.
> How much of your inner self is different from the one you project to the world? Do we need that dissonance? (think again).
#open #theparadoxoflife
Yurga
PS// Please don’t drink and swim! And don’t walk in 4” heels if you never have done it before, you can for real hurt yourself. Obviously, jump rope could be dangerous too, but I trust you with that. See you in August or September. x
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